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Re-reading my post from Wednesday night - it seems almost silly. Almost to the point where I want to delete it - almost.

I need to remember that whenever I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders - that there really is a light at the end of the tunnel. I know, because I saw it yesterday.

I saw it in my patient's wife's face - when she said that he was a walking miracle. I saw it in the doctor's face - when he moved out of the way so that I could give my patient his meds. I saw it when my nurse told me what a great job I was doing as I was hanging an IV bag of Levaquin. The light was there as my instructor (different from last semester) started talking to me about the Master's program that I should look into.

Yesterday was the first day that I felt accomplished in a long time. I actually felt like a nurse & it feels awesome!